urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alonechild4ever Be Afraid...be very Afraid. alonechild4ever 2004-09-19T16:30:34Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alonechild4ever:1109 2004-09-19T16:30:34Z 2004-09-19T16:30:34Z 'Beast Of Blood' <br /><br />by Malice Mizer <br /><br /><br /><br />Senketsu ni somaru mirai no toki ...hageshiku modaeru honnou<br /><br />Place of silence, moving shadows<br />Crimson eyes are strangely gleaming in the darkness<br />Madness starting to awake<br />Playful desire starving of blood<br />Get down limitless night<br /><br />Beast of blood<br /><br />Along with the scream from the death throes<br />Sharp claws are shining brighter<br />Dually obscene breaths continues<br />And rips apart the silence of the night<br />Crossing the uplifty night<br />Get down limitless night<br /><br />Beast of blood<br /><br />kokyuu ni karamaru chi no kaori ga koukotsu no yoru ni tadayou<br />senketsu ni somaru mirai no toki... hageshiku modaeru honnou<br />kokyuu ni karamaru chi no kaori ga koukotsu no yoru ni tadayou<br /><br />Beast of blood<br /><br />No fear, no sadness<br />Lofty life is tasting loneliness and eternity<br />And near by the target with no more life<br />Red drops on my greedy lips<br />Falls down on the freezing ground<br />Get down limitless night<br /><br />Beast of blood<br /><br />Spills blood on me 'till it fills my body<br /><br />Kokyuu ni karamaru chi no kaori ga koukotsu no yoru ni tadayou<br />senketsu ni somaru mirai no toki ...hageshiku modaeru honnou<br />tsumetai karada ni hotobashiru yokubou o akai chi de uruosu<br />kairaku no sakebi hibiku yoru ni ...surudoku myaku utsu honnou<br /><br />Kokyuu ni karamaru chi no kaori ga koukotsu no yoru ni tadayou<br />senketsu ni somaru mirai no toki ...hageshiku modaeru honnou<br /><br />Beast of blood urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alonechild4ever:987 2004-08-12T18:20:51Z 2004-08-12T18:20:51Z I really don't know what to write about, all I know is that I had to update this. The world is depressing as usuall, and living is hard. I have to confind to this source to make me feel better which is barbaric. I am alone. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alonechild4ever:616 2004-07-28T04:02:59Z 2004-07-28T04:02:59Z "Beautiful People"- - Marilyn Manson Thank you guys for your comments, it really cheered me up. Yea I shouldn't be in search of a girlfriend because it might make me worse if we break up. I shouldn't be relying on people for happiness, I should find it on my own. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alonechild4ever:481 2004-07-23T18:26:09Z 2004-07-23T18:26:09Z "Blue Monday"- - Orgy god I hate my life. Sometimes I just feel like killing someone or killing myself. Damn depression. Life is just so fucking useless. I wish I had a girlfriend who can make my life more happier so I wouldn't be so depressed/suicidal. Well I'm going to check out communites and find people to add to my friends list. Hopefully I will find a girl.